To early...

Im awake and cant go back to sleep. Yes i see its almost twelve but i stayed up late last night. We invited another couple over to come hang out and drink with us a bit. A bit turned into alot. It was fun but im paying for it this morning. Anthonys at work currently and im waiting for the repair people to come fix our shower. Boring day so far but thats how i like it. After working 4 days 8-5 i deserve a break. So my plan is to clean up a bit, after im feeling better, watch some movies, keep looking into bridal stuff,and relax till Ant gets home from work. I plan to cook something but not sure what that something is... hmmm . Im getting very excited about our wedding. We talked about it last night but i dont think were on the same page about how and where. We will get on the same page soon im not to worried about it. Ill leave you with this photo of us. I wonder how we will acutally look in that clothes. We will see. Oh Well i guess thats all nothing insightful for now. But Life is good.

Taking Life by Its Horns

"Every One of us is called upon probably many times to start a new life. a frightening Diagnosis, A marriage, A move, loos of a job. And onward full tilt we go, pitched and wrecked and absurdly resolute, driven in spite of everything to make good on a new shore. To be hopeful, to embrace one possiblity after another~that is surely the basic instint.. Crying out. HIGH TIDE! Time to move out into the glorious debris. Time to take this life for what it is"

-Barbara Kingsolver, High Tide in Tucson

This quote above explains my feelings about today. Last night something inside of me was not happy. I have now come to the conclusion that it was because i dont do what i want to do. I dont go out for a walk on my days off because im to tired. rather to lazy. But i love to see the world around me so why dont i go out anyways. Today is a new day for me. Thank God. I feel vibrant and Excited to start my life from now on and forget the past. Ill keep the memories but i wont let them hold me back. Im excited. There is so much to do around the house, so many new recepies to cook and so many new creative things to do with crafts and left over paper. More pictures to be taken. Ill have more to show in the days to follow. Ive hit my rut hard and am ready to go on forward in full speed, yet taking the time to enjoy the special moments of every day.