Blessed to be where i am today... On the road to RECOVERY and happiness

Funny how its barely hitting me now how blessed i am to be out of that horrible situation that i was in for about a year. Im now realizing the whole thing was lies on top of lies. Its amazing how i never new that or saw it at all. I can truely say that it was an experience that i am happy i had. I now know so many things that i never would have learned otherwise. It seems like i was hit with all the bad at one time and then of course the way God works he give me a blessing. A baby! :) Thank God! I feel this baby has saved me from my negative life and thoughts. I have now understood there is so much more to life and to what i deserve. I am still trying to take my space away from this negative situation which continues to haunt me but with the love and support of my family its been easier than i would have imagined. i know i would not have made it without them. Im soo very blessed. just looking after me and my baby now and moving on and growing up! im ready for new life... heres just a few things i have learned

I am worthy of love and respect.

I am loveable for who i am

I deserve to be happy

I deserve to not have to be afraid

I deserve to be forgiven for my wrongs

I deserve to continue to forgive the people that have wronged me

I am strong

I am beautiful

I will succeed

Im smart and unique

I can do anything i put my mind to


And all this i have learned by following and trusting God. I dont know what i would do if i was not religious. Once again all i can think is that i am truely blessed that my friends my family my child and myself are healthy and on the road to Recovery and Happiness.


Thats all for now ill write soon enough

Mari